Abigail W. Tebalo

Quiet , bubbly , introvert

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• The tutor and the wallflower

  Jan 18

  Maya Parker had always flown under the radar. She was quiet, a little clumsy, and preferred books to parties. But now, standing in the crowded school hallway with finals looming, she felt more exposed than ever. Math had never been her strong suit, and no amount of late-night YouTube tutorials seemed to help. Her panic grew with each passing day, until someone suggested she get a tutor. And that's how she met Ethan Carter. Ethan was everything Maya was not: confident, charming, and impossibly popular. He walked through the halls like he owned the school, greeting everyone by name, yet carrying himself with a calmness that drew people in. Teachers praised him, students admired him, and everyone seemed to know his every move—except, of course, Maya, who had barely noticed him before now. The first tutoring session was nerve-racking. Maya sat at the far end of the library table, fidgeting with her pencil. Ethan arrived, backpack slung over one shoulder, and flashed her that easy, reassuring smile. “Hi, Maya, right? Ready to tackle calculus?” She nodded quickly, trying not to let her hands shake. As the weeks passed, their sessions became a rhythm. What had started as awkward small talk grew into laughter over inside jokes about impossible equations. Ethan had a way of explaining things that made sense, even when Maya felt certain she would never understand. But slowly, she realized it was not just his tutoring skills that drew her in. It was him. It was the way his eyes lit up when he solved a problem, the way his voice carried patience without judgment, the way he listened. He was not like the other popular kids who seemed untouchable—he made her feel seen. But feelings like hers were complicated. Ethan was the boy everyone talked about. If anyone found out she liked him, the gossip would be unbearable. And what if he did not feel the same way? The thought alone made her stomach churn. One rainy afternoon, they sat together in the library, textbooks open but untouched. Maya had been staring at her notebook for minutes, unable to concentrate. “Something on your mind?” Ethan asked, noticing her distraction. She hesitated, then whispered, "I... I don't know if I can do this. I keep messing up." He reached across the table, placing a reassuring hand over hers. “Hey, look at me. You’re not messing up. You’re trying, and that’s what matters. I’ve seen your progress—you’re smarter than you think.” Her heart raced at the touch. She quickly pulled her hand back, cheeks burning. But Ethan did not seem to notice—or at least, he did not comment. Over time, Maya found herself looking forward to tutoring more than anything else. She craved his company, the small moments they shared, the way he laughed at her silly mistakes, the way he encouraged her when she doubted herself. And every time their hands brushed or he leaned in to explain a tricky problem, a new flutter of feelings surged through her. One day, Ethan asked her to stay after class to review a difficult topic. The library was empty except for them, the golden afternoon light filtering through the windows. Maya’s notebook trembled in her hands as he leaned over to explain a problem. Their faces were close, and she could feel the warmth of his presence. “Got it?” he asked softly, looking directly at her. Maya swallowed, heart pounding. “Yeah… I think I do,” she said, though her voice wavered. Ethan smiled, that same smile that had haunted her dreams. "Good. You're doing amazing." Her chest tightened. She wanted to tell him how she felt, to risk it all, but fear held her back. What if it ruined everything? Then, weeks later, during the school's annual talent showcase, they ended up sitting next to each other backstage. The chaos of performers and chatter surrounded them, but in that moment, the world seemed to shrink. Maya finally let her walls slip. “Ethan…” she whispered, voice barely audible. “I… I like you. More than just a tutor.” He turned to her, surprised, then smiled softly, his hand brushing hers again. "I was hoping you'd say that," he admitted. "I like you too, Maya. I just didn't know if you felt the same." Relief and happiness washed over her, mingling with the thrill of the forbidden—a quiet romance between the quiet girl and the school’s most admired boy. From that day on, tutoring wasn’t just about calculus. It was about stolen glances in empty hallways, shared laughter over coffee between classes, and the beginning of something neither of them expected but both wanted desperately. Maya realized then that sometimes, the things that scare you the most—the feelings you’re sure are too big, too complicated—can turn out to be the very things that make life breathtaking.

• Miles between us

  Jan 18

  Ava sat cross-legged on her bed, the soft hum of her laptop filling the quiet room. Outside, the Botswana sky bled orange into violet as the sun set over the savannah. She watched the colors, but her mind wasn’t on the landscape. Her mind was on him—Liam. Her phone buzzed, and the screen lit up with his name. She hesitated for a heartbeat before answering. “Hey,” she whispered. “Hey, beautiful,” Liam’s face appeared, tired but smiling, sunlight glinting off the waves behind him in Australia. “I just got back from the reef. You would have loved it today. The coral looked like fire underwater.” Ava smiled, feeling a pang in her chest. “I wish I were there to see it with you.” “You’ll be there soon,” he said. “I know it feels like forever now, but we’ll make it.” She wanted to believe him, but some nights, belief was thin and fragile. They had met only a few months ago at an environmental conference in Cape Town. The connection had been instant, electric—laughing over late-night talks, sharing dreams that made the distance feel irrelevant. But reality soon intruded. Thousands of miles, time zones, missed calls, and misunderstandings began to weigh on them like heavy luggage neither wanted to carry. She sighed, scrolling through the photos Liam had sent from the reef—colorful coral gardens, schools of fish, the endless blue of the ocean. She sent him pictures too: sunsets over the savannah, street markets, and her small studio filled with her photography. They were glimpses, pieces of life they could only partially share. And yet, sometimes, it wasn’t enough. It was late evening when Ava’s phone rang—this time, not Liam. It was her agent. Her photography exhibition in London had been accepted. Her heart should have leapt, but instead it felt heavy. London. Liam. The distance stretched taut across her chest like a rubber band. “I… I don’t know if I can do this,” she muttered during her next call with him, eyes staring at the ceiling. “Why not? This is incredible, Ava!” Liam’s voice was shocked, almost desperate. “You’ve worked for this for years. London is huge—don’t let me stop you.” “It’s not that simple,” she said. “You’ll be in Australia. And I… I don’t want to go without you.” He fell silent. The rare pause in their constant chatter made her stomach twist. Then, softly, he said, “We’ve been doing this for months. The distance doesn’t make us less real. But maybe we’ve been letting it control us instead of figuring out how we fight it together.” Ava swallowed hard. He was right. They had been surviving, not thriving. She thought of all the lonely nights, the missed calls, the times she had doubted his commitment when he was just busy with work. And she thought of all the times he had stayed up late to talk to her, even when exhausted from diving for hours. “Let’s figure it out,” she whispered, a sense of resolve settling in. They spent the next few days planning, searching for a place that didn’t favor one over the other. They found it—Cape Town, halfway between their worlds, where adventure met intimacy, and miles became manageable. The day finally came. Ava stood at the airport, clutching her small backpack, heart hammering. And then she saw him—Liam—walking toward her, tired but impossibly real. He spotted her at the same moment. Their first hug was long, awkward, perfect. No screens, no time zones, no delays—just the warmth of presence, the press of hands, the sound of real breathing. Cape Town unfolded around them in a week of rediscovery. They wandered the coastlines, walked through bustling streets, laughed at little mishaps, and captured moments with their cameras. Liam dove into the waves, Ava snapping shots of his playful grin. They exchanged letters, whispered secrets, and remembered why they had fallen for each other in the first place. Yet, in the quiet moments—sunset walks, rain-slick streets—they confronted the truth. Love was not a solution to distance; it was a commitment to finding a way despite it. They argued, they feared, they doubted—but each time, they returned to the same truth: they couldn’t control the oceans, flights, or time zones, but they could control how they chose to fight for each other. On the last evening, they stood on a cliff, the wind tugging at their hair as the sun dipped low over the ocean. “Promise me something?” Liam asked, voice low and steady. “Anything,” she replied. “No matter where life takes us, we always find our way back to each other.” Ava leaned against him, listening to his heartbeat. “I promise. Miles don’t matter. Presence does. And I’ll always choose you.” The sun disappeared behind the horizon, leaving a sky full of promise. They stood there, holding hands, knowing that love—tested by distance, by doubt, by time—had endured. Miles couldn’t measure it. Only their hearts could.

• Beyond Reach

  Jan 18

  I remember the first time I met Kabo— his laugh echoing through the library, a book always in hand, as if he carried world in his pockets. He quickly became my mentor, guiding me through ideas I never thought I could understand and showing me the world from a new perspective.He had a way of seeing life differently, of noticing things no one else did. I thought he’d always be there, just within reach. But now… he isn’t. Kabo moved away last year, chasing dreams I couldn’t follow. At first, I told myself I’d write letters to him, call him, visit — anything to stay connected. But letters went unanswered, calls went to voicemail, and messages lingered in silence. He was beyond reach. I keep his old notebook on my desk. The pages are full of sketches, quotes, and half-finished thoughts. There’s a drawing of a tree bending in the wind, a reminder he wrote to “stand tall, even when storms pass through.” I read them over and over, tracing his handwriting with my finger, trying to feel him close again, trying to hold on to the part of him that touched my life. I remember the long walks we took through the park, talking about everything and nothing, debating ideas I didn’t understand until later. He had this strange way of making ordinary moments feel magical, like the world was alive just for us to notice. And now, the silence he left echoes louder than any conversation. Sometimes I imagine him walking down the streets of my town, smiling at the sky like he used to, unaware of the space he left behind. I ache to tell him how much I miss him, how much I learned from him, how much he shaped who I am. The hardest part is realizing I might never get the chance. And then I realize: maybe that’s the point. Some people are meant to be beyond reach. Not gone, not forgotten — just… beyond. They leave their mark on our lives, and we carry it forward, even when they are far away. I close the notebook and breathe in his memory. I can’t touch him, call him, or hold him close. But I can live as he taught me: noticing the small, extraordinary things, finding joy in unexpected corners, daring to dream and taking the steps needed to turn those dreams into reality. Every decision I make, every book I read, every laugh I share with a friend — he’s there, beyond reach, yet woven into the fabric of my life. Then, tucked between the notebook pages, I find an envelope I’ve never noticed before. My name is written in Kabo’s familiar, looping handwriting. Inside, a single note reads: “I may be beyond reach, but I am always here — in your laughter, your courage, your heart. Live fully. See the world, and think of me. —K” Tears fill my eyes. Somehow, even from afar, Kabo had left me one last gift: a reminder that what matters most can never be truly lost. Some things — some people — are beyond reach. And yet, somehow, they are exactly where they should be: in your heart.